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Today was a whirlwind day per se. This morning I went to see Imelda Marcos. She was not quite ready to see me when I arrived. So, I got to zip her dress. (Wonder what direction that zipper went?) Actually it went up today. We hung out for a few hours and I got bit by her cat. (Again and again) Nothing happening there.

I left Imeldas and I got a call from Toodie . Toodie is tall, Toodie has big hair. Toodie is cute. Toodie is nice, Toodie Feels nice. The connection was well almost instant. She felt great when I held her. Anyway we had lunch at Bennigans and had some cool conversation. She wants to see more of me. Personally, I wouldnt mind holding her either. She is 510 and well, kissing is easy.

 I left and went to go see Dr Feelgood. Sunday is family day. She had some friends over. One was well, chubby. The other friend of hers was well, FINE. Damn she was fine. I couldnt keep my eyes off of her. Anyway Dr Feelgood was definitely staking her claim so that chilled out immediately. I wonder how many other fine assed friends she has? Anyway we all had dinner and I had the PhD sandwich sitting between Dr Feelgood and her mother, with her cousins 3 year old daughter sitting in my lap and being treated like chattel. LOL.

I talked to Irish Spring. She wanted me to come over and see the furniture she bought. Actually I think she more wants to just see me. I was tired so I just went home. Ill make it a point to see her tomorrow.

 Your message

       To:                    (diana rosss email address)

      Subject:            

 was read on 6/30/2003 9:54 AM.

Anyway here is the e-mail I sent her. LOL..

-----Original Message-----
From: (my e-mail address)
Sent: Saturday, June 28, 2003 9:27 AM
To: (Diana Norosss email address)
Subject: There are days when I wish I was a woman! (not really)

Well as you asked I used your number about three hours from your emailing me to call you. LOL, see where it got me?

(smile)

I remember one day you were on the phone with me, and you called your girlfriend to verify what time you were getting together. Aaaaaah if only I could get you to treat me as good as you treat your girlfriends. LMAO..

Some things weren't meant to be (Diana Norosss first name), its cool. I"m not mad. (Name Deleted) called at about 9PM and I ended up with her yesterday and had a great time. I hope you did the same!

For the foreseeable future I think that e-mail will be the best venue for us to communicate. No pressure to reply and so forth.

Well, I gave it a shot didn't I?
(smile!)

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Well that just about does it. I am wondering why she hasnt replied? Not that it really matters. I have my hands full anyway but she would have been a nice diversion.

Now am I supposed to believe this? Diana Noross sent an email saying her kids came home unexpectedly and she tried to call me back.. Well, here it is..
From: (Diana Noross)
Sent: Monday, June 30, 2003 11:01 AM
To: (Me)
Subject: RE: There are days when I wish I was a woman! (not really)

(My Name),

That was not the case.  My kids came home unexpectedly and I called you to let you know they were there and got no answer.  I have 3 numbers that belong to you and I tried all 3.  I thought maybe you got caught up in something. 

I wish I could do one of those FOX polls to see if anyone believes this or not. LOL.. Anyway I plan to blow her off until later this week.

Today my July 4 E-mail went out. I got an interesting response from NorthDallas40 .

Here is what I sent.

-----Original Message-----
From: Me
Sent: Wednesday, July 02, 2003 8:35 AM
To: <email addresses of women deleted>
Subject: Happy Fourth

Hello!
             I want to wish your significant other a happy and safe Fourth of July weekend. May we all see some fireworks and, perhaps make a little of our own..

Smile!

And of course the response.

From: <North Dallas 40>
Sent: Wednesday, July 02, 2003 9:44 AM
To: <me>
Subject: RE: Happy Fourth

 One more thing <my name> - do me a little favor - please take me off your little list of women.  Have a good 4th. 

Here is a redacted version of the response from Dr Feelgood. Well its better this way anyhow.
From: <Dr Feelgood>
Sent: Thursday, July 03, 2003 11:39 AM
To: <Me>
Subject: Re: Songs in the key of life

My Response..

I could sit here and correct everything you misunderstood in this e-mail but I don't have the time right now.

It was not my intention to make you cry but it makes no difference how you receive certain news. The written word is best because emotions, moment and location can't change it. Fear has nothing to do with it. If at 14 I can tell my father “(something I shouldn't have said to my father deleted)” I could have told you the contents of this email today.

Its getting ugly
From: <Dr Feelgood>
Sent: Thursday, July 03, 2003 12:12 PM
To: Me
Subject:

"It makes no difference how you receive certain news." You said that you werent a nice person and I didnt believe you. You talked about how you treated women that you dated before and I thought that I would be an exception. Why should I think that you would care about my feelings. Once again I have to re-evaluate why I keep getting involved with uncaring and insensitive men. Breaking up with someone is hard, but you dont have to make it harder by being callous. What did I ever do to you?

Heres the part where I get turned into a dog I suppose.
And of course the L-Word shows up here as well. My suspicions were correct. I had to end it now and, let her think whatever she wants to about me. I wont go on hurting her (behind her back) day after day knowing she did love me. (sigh)

From: <Dr Feelgood>
Sent: Thursday, July 03, 2003 9:55 PM
To: Me
Subject: Re:

I just got your email. I told you that I was hurt. Thats what I was talking about. No I didnt tell you how I felt because I was afraid to open myself up to someone who I couldnt read. I asked you if you were happy with our relationship and you just threw the question back at me. "What do you think?" What would you have said if I told you that I loved you? Anyway, I dont want to fight with you. I dont even know why you are mad at me. As the hours pass, I realize that I could not be with someone who has no ability to forgive or at least explain why they are upset. In all of my years, I have never has anyone dismiss my feelings like you did "it makes no difference how you receive certain news." That is just one of the meanest statements I have ever heard. I realize that you just dont give a damn about the feelings of others or at least me. I am a good person and a person that deserves someone who does care how I feel and someone who isnt cruel. While you could have just said that you werent happy or that you just didnt see us having or future or something like that, I would have been upset <irrelevant stuff deleted>

You did say that you werent a nice person. You were telling me the truth. So while, I am upset and still in shock I realize that it is for the best. I would always be worried that if I made a mistake or angered you in any way you would cut me off. I dont want to live my life like that. In essence, you actually did me a favor. Now, I hope you dont go and tell the next woman you date, which will probably be tomorrow, that I was crazy or did something to you, because nothing like that happened. You just decided to break up with me for no reason. (that I know of). Anyway, unless you want to explain why you flipped out <irrelevant stuff deleted>, please dont email me any more mean statements.

-----Original Message-----
From: <Dr Feelgood>
Sent: Friday, July 04, 2003 5:26 PM
To: Me
Subject: re: Hello

Hi , after going to Frys and thinking of you, I decided that I dont want to mad at you anymore. I am still hurt, but I will get over it. I also thought of you when I watched the news as a beam almost fell on Supreme Court Justice Sandra Day OConnor. Barry White has passed and life is short. Too short to be sad. So I wish you the best and I hope you had a nice fourth of July

And she managed to twist everything to the point that now even I believe that I made a mistake to dismiss her. Anyway I pick up Irish Spring and her daughter and went to watch the fireworks in Lewisville. Her daughter walked with me me up to the gas station after we found a spot to watch the fireworks. While doing so, she spanked me in the ass because I took her volleyball which she was playing with. Interesting.. Irish Spring mentioned while in bed this morning how well I get along with her daughter stating at 13, she doesnt get along with everyone so quickly. I didnt mention getting swatted in the ass.

In other news a new one is on the horizon. A Puerto Rican woman who is well, gorgeous. Ill call her Little Mommie. I love exotic women with long hair (and who doesnt). Anyway she invited me to dinner tomorrow. I think I may take her up on it. Details at 11.