Some people just wont give up I guess. An e-mail volley with Diana Noross has ensued about my not seeing her last weekend. I danced around the issue earlier when I told her I was no longer interested. (START EMAIL) Sent: Wednesday, June 11, 2003 6:41 AM Subject: RE: How are you? It was great (name deleted). You didn't wish me a happy B-Day. (END EMAIL) (START EMAIL) Sent: Wednesday, June 11, 2003 9:00 AM Subject: RE: How are you? I"m sorry... Happy Birthday! You didn't call.. (END EMAIL) (START EMAIL) Sent: Wednesday, June 11, 2003 9:02 AM Subject: RE: How are you? I was at least expecting dinner. I guess I"ll let you make it up to me. (END EMAIL) (START EMAIL) (Name deleted) I am hesitant to follow up on the hint because I figured if I made a date to see you, something would come up, I wouldn't hear from you and another evening would be blown that I could have spent with someone who was really interested. That"s why I said to call me when you got to your destination and I would join you and your friends if I didn't have something else planned. (REDACTED) Sunday I saw The Italian Job. A decent movie but, they stretched the realism a little too much LOL.. I am glad you had a good birthday. Where did you go? (END EMAIL) (START EMAIL) Sent: Wednesday, June 11, 2003 9:29 AM Subject: RE: How are you? I just went to a friend"s house and had some drinks. Nothing special. My sister & I will be eating somewhere today. Would you care to join us? (END EMAIL) Even after the scolding I gave her she still wants to see me anyway? Whatever. I think I am going to blow this off. (again) How do I do that? I simply ask her to call me and watch her not do it LOL…

The past two days have been well, hectic. First, storms took out the primary high-speed line in the house screwed up the second. (Damn) Dr Feelgood continues to use the L - Word (love) and is still pushing for a committted relationship, some people are never satisfied. And I capped off my Texas Instrunments Communications for good I think. Blocking her e-mail address from the Microsoft Exchange gateway should do the trick. Tuesday I spent the night with Dr Feelgood. Wednesday with Irish Spring. Thursday alone and tonight, well I dont know. I talked to Viva, it looks like she is off the rag and back in the schwing of things. I"ll see if I can get her this weekend, literally or otherwise (LOL). Let me get my calls in and get ready to start my weekend in earnest..

Saturday was a pleasant day. After becoming sore from 1 - a fall I took that busted my knee, messed up my shoulder and finishing off my laptop and 2 - all night Adult Situations and Language with Irish Spring (after taking many Motrin) I went home Saturday morning. Human Sacrifice called and said she got me a gift. (I am rolling my eyes now). The Charmed called and said she had a girlfriend in town. I blew her off again by saying "Thanks for calling, catch up with me sometime next week" Afterward I put out the usual calls and didnt get anything back so, when Dr Feelgood made an offer, I took it. She took me out for dinner (for Fathers Day) at Daddy Jacks in Fort Worth (I love the Surf and Turf) gave me a bubble bath and then Clinton Situations and Language that put me to sleep. Zzzzzzz... Today after getting home, I got a call from Irish Spring, she wanted to take me out (for Fathers Day) to dinner. So, off I go. Well, she just left here a few minutes ago before this update. I think I am done for the weekend. LOL.

A quick rundown before I forget on what is scaring me today. Dr Feelgood continues to use the L-Word and, Irish Spring said "The more attention you give me the more I want". Scarier still is that she lives about 10 minutes away. We got problems here.

So I got an e-mail from Diana Noross saying that she would be reliable now. Should I believe her? (I SAID) Thats not the case at all. As I said before I am hesitant because if I made time I might be disappointed if I dont see you or, dont call to cancel. All I ask of any woman is that you treat me as well as you would treat your girlfriends. (SHE SAID) And I will. thats not too much to expect. Im sorry that I disappointed you before. I can assure you that it wont happen again. I have learned a valuable lesson from that experience. I hope you will accept my apology and give me another chance to prove my reliability. (END) What would you do?

Last night I decided to go see Dr Feelgood. Missing Irish Spring Fixing dinner in the process. This morning she said some more stupid stuff. She said some stuff suggesting that I love her? This is getting out of hand. She leaves for her one month research assignment in a few weeks, and I will get a much needed break.

I had lunch with Viva today. She actually looked pretty good with her hair fixed up. The above the knee skirt helped a little too.. LOL. I am going to send her an e-mail to see when we can get together. I need to get that one more time..

I just got a call from Jet Fuel today. I had previously left a message stating that I got her instant message and that I hoped that things were going well for her.. Well she called today and to make a long story short, she was calling me to let me know that she was aware that I was not interested and wanted to let me know that it was ok with her.

I went to go see Irish Spring last night. All I can say is.. Wow.. I tried to leave early this morning but she wouldnt let me leave. I am spent and a little sore. I need a break.

Looking at TV today, I noticed A black person on a motorcycle, got chased by the police. He slid, crashed and died. Now its time for the citizenry of Benton Harbor to riot, shoot, stab and burn their own neighborhood. All this could have been avoided. Lets face it. All he had to do was pull over. If the cops didn't have the right man, they probably would eventually have let him go. At a town hall meeting one angry man said and I"ll have to paraphrase, "The police don't respect our people, our culture, our color or our existence". Another woman wanted to ban police chases and take the cop off the street who was in pursuit to prevent another death. Now if Black Culture means that running from the police and speeding is supposed to be ok, then it is Black Culture at least in Benton Harbor that should be chased until it runs into a wall and killed. I wonder what Liberal Dr Feelgood thinks about this?

Last night I went to see Dr Feelgood. Sameo Sameo.. We went out to dinner. I installed RAM in her computer, we watched South Park, went to bed, we screwed, I left. Sameo sameo sameo sameo sameo.. You"d think I would be sooo happy. I am not. 2 weeks before she"s gone for a month. I have got to stop this madness before then. In the meantime I think Irish Spring is pissed that I was not available last night.

I met a new one today. I will call her Peaches. Peaches is a small (about 5"0"") and cute girl. She works for the Department of Justice (ut ooooooh LOL). Anyway she also has a nice body and booty, though her booty is a littler bigger than I prefer. She came to Humperdinks in a blue quasi-one piece outfit that showed off her figure. Anyway lunch was relatively pleasant, we talked about kids and such. All and all not bad at all. We"ll see whats up later. I am sure y"all know I had massive server problems today and I think they are fixed for the time being. I had a bad ethernet card. Anyway the next thing you know, I am upgrading the VMWare host to Net Server 2003. Look, you didnt want to know that. Lets just say it cost me some booty from Irish Spring tonight because I just got it running again at 11PM. I could make a booty call though? I"ll call and see if she"s asleep..

Last night I spent dealing with server configuration issues. Seems that VMWare and Windows Server 2003"s NAT dont get along. Crap. Anyway I think I am past that now. Soooo I am wondering where I"ll go/what I"ll do today. I want something new. Hmmmm... Who to call.

I go over to see Irish Spring. What a pleasant afternoon. After some Adult Situations and Language I asked her what she was trying to do to me. She replied "If I told you, you would run away". Crap! Now she"s got some crazy ideas now! Anyway I got a call from Human Sacrifice, she wants to get together for Dinner tonight. So, I am meeting her in 45 minutes so I have to cut this entry short.

I go see Human Sacrifice. She shows up in her Rolls Royce, booty outfit and many many diamonds. (whatever) We have dinner. She brought two gifts for me. Some very expensive cologne and the obligatory gift-bag they always seem to have with it. I was appreciative. Anyway She took me to my car in the Rolls and after some Teenaged Situations and Language I was off to Dr Feelgoods. Dammit, she sprang the L-Word during Adult Situations and Language this morning. I have got to put a stop to this. 2 Weeks and I am Audi-5000. I so much dont want to hurt her but, I am already in too deep. Anyway Irish Spring and her daughter are on their way to take me to go see The Hulk. Sounds like Witch Craft family togetherness doesent it?

I got up this morning and talked to Dr Feelgood and Irish Spring when I got a call from Non-Stick Surface saying that her and her friend she wanted me to meet were going to Mimi"s for brunch. I hadnt seen the kiddies for a while so, I decided to go. Well her friend was not well, very attractive to me but I had a nice time. The mimosas were insturmental in letting me talk without being obvious with body language that I was not interested. Whew.. Thats over.

I get an IM from Bi Bye today and she flat out asked me if I wanted to do her. Why does this stuff happen to me? (START CHAT) (Bi Bye) (8:30:47 PM): Did you miss my show? (Me) (8:30:54 PM): When? (Bi Bye) (8:31:12 PM): Just aobut 5minutes ago (Bi Bye) (8:31:14 PM): about (Me) (8:31:35 PM): I missed it. I must have gotten up to get food.. (Bi Bye) (8:31:50 PM): Oh no!!! (Bi Bye) (8:31:59 PM): So do you want to #uck me yet? (END CHAT) Here is some more (START CHAT) (Bi Bye) (7:31:10 PM): Oh my favorite. I big titted redhead with tattoos!!!! (Bi Bye) (7:31:18 PM): Lets have hot sweaty sex (Me) (7:32:53 PM): mmmmmm.. (Bi Bye) (7:33:15 PM): You can do me from behind and spank my big ass (Me) (7:33:50 PM): mmmmmmmm... (Me) (7:34:49 PM): You like it spanked dont you? (Bi Bye) (7:35:02 PM): Yes (Bi Bye) (7:36:27 PM): I like it licked too (Bi Bye) (7:36:34 PM): By naughty girls and boys (Bi Bye) (7:36:35 PM): LOLL (END CHAT) She flashed her pierced brests at me on the webcam. Not bad. I think I wanna call Viva if I want something casual though. I just cant see myself hitting that (Bi Bye) unless she got a girlfriend. Though if she wants it that bad.. Nah..

Today is a new morning. I was IM"ing on line until 1AM with Imelda Marcos. An interesting woman with Tift like qualities and a "Magnetic Personality" the difference here of course is that she is thirty and has no children by Muslim men. LOL. Actually she has none. She has also never been married. What she does have are some nice C cups. I want to investigate further but, this woman also has a desire to get married like no other. Its almost scary. She said she would give up everything to be someones wife. While that sounds good on the surface, it sounds a little Glen Close to me..

In other news, I got an IM while I was asleep from Bi Bye asking me to do her last night. LOL..

I spent last night fixing server issues and talking to Irish Spring on the phone. She is not pleased that I have not been over to see her. Ditto for Dr Feelgood for whom I also talked to. Anyway I also had a decent chat with Imelda Marcos last night. She had on a very nice nightie.. I think I want to check this out a little closer. In the meantime, Diana Noross sent an e-mail saying that we should get together too. I need a break. I think maybe I"ll call Viva and see if I can pound on her. LOL.