Yesterday I took Irish Spring to take her car back and to lunch. It was pleasant and she made a little move when I dropped her off. I think she is beginning to warm up physically. Cool. I left Irish Spring to have Memorial Day feast with Dr Feelgood and her family. It was rather pleasant. I stayed over and, am back @ home today. I got a little note from The Charmed this morning asking me how my Memorial Day was. I"ll get to her later.

I spent more quality time on the phone with The Charmed . I see sooo much witchcraft there. I am scared. I invited Irish Spring over to watch a bootleg movie. Its ON!.. I got Jet Fuel coming over on Friday. Its (also) ON! I retired to a relatively quiet evening with Dr Feelood and ate leftovers from Monday. As I write this I am still there, working quietly... Anyway I am going to go home later today, or at least out so I can use the phone LOL... I want to see The Charmed . She is bugging me.

Yesterday Dr Feelgood and I went into the Texas Hill Country so I could see Comanche Peak Nuclear Power Plant and, there is some beautiful country out there. Afterwards I chatted with The Charmed . She wants to see me.. bad according to her. Well, I want to see her too but I am not telling her about it. She has girlfriends in town right now so I am telling her thats why I dont want to see her. Good lie. Well, if all goes according to plan, its an Irish Spring night, followed by Jet Fuel tomorrow. I think. I suppose I should try to verify this right?

I got an e-mail from Diana Noross asking me of all people for pointers on meeting the right man for her. Well, I replied that she can catch one by keeping the commitments she makes and not inviting her sister who is breath-taking to look at anywhere with her. Ok, so I didnt make the comment about her sister.

A recent e-mail exchange with Diana Noross, for whom I dropped because she was a flake. (START EMAIL) Sent: Wednesday, May 28, 2003 9:49 AM To: Subject: RE: Hi (name removed), how has it been going? Haven't heard from you in a long time. (END EMAIL) (START EMAIL) Sent: Wednesday, May 28, 2003 11:23 AM To: Subject: How are you? Hi (name deleted) I have been doing fine thanks for asking… Last weekend I went to Angelica and watched a movie with Billy Bob Thornton and Morgan Freeman. I forget what the title is but it is a pretty good story of forgiveness and redemption. This man kills a liquor store clerk, does 23 years in the pen and gets out to apologize to the women for who’s brother he shot long ago… You should check it out. Saturday I went to the Rodeo. While I usually don’t go to those types of things I had a good time. It was cool. Monday (back from Houston) I finally got around to doing a Memorial Day BBQ. I had a friend and her family over and some other friends stopped by to mooch as well. All and all, a good time. So, how was your weekend? And dating? (END EMAIL) (START EMAIL) Sent: Thursday, May 29, 2003 6:38 AM To: Subject: RE: How are you? My weekend was great. Friday I went to the game, of course. Saturday I went out with a girlfriend of mine. Sunday I rested. Monday I went to a BBQ with a friend. I had a great time. As far as dating - I haven't had much luck at all. I"ve basically given up. I"m really not dating at all at this time. (END EMAIL) (START EMAIL) Sent: Thursday, May 29, 2003 8:10 AM To: Subject: RE: How are you? Hi, I understand your plight though I haven’t given up yet. I have some who (really) are interested in me so, I am playing the hand I’ve been dealt and try to have the best time I can under the circumstances. Remember that God helps people that help themselves, giving up wont bring him to you.. The right man for you will come. I know it. Have a great weekend! (END EMAIL) (START EMAIL) Sent: Thursday, May 29, 2003 8:28 AM To: Subject: RE: How are you? you are so right. i"ve prayed day & night. i don't know where to look for love. I just don't know how. I"m bored with the club scene, but that"s the only way I know how to meet men. Any suggestions? (END EMAIL) (START EMAIL) Sent: Thursday, May 29, 2003 11:53 AM To: Subject: RE: How are you? Well is kind of simple… There are a few things you have to do to find love and to keep it. 1 Be impeccable with your word. Tell it the way it is, don’t mince words or keep anything. What’s in the dark will come to the light. 2 Don’t make assumptions. Ask questions. Tell people what you really want. Be clear with it. Don’t be afraid to say what you want. In these times being meek gets you well, nowhere. 3 Always do your best for people. Do your best for those you are interested in and yourself. If you make a date or set a time to see someone, keep it and be prompt. At minimum call them to cancel. While you might be impeccable with your word, and not assume anything, your conduct may cause others to do so. 4 The company… You can meet someone at a club, but ask how often he goes there. Anyone there all of the time is probably not gong to give up that lifestyle to be with only you. That’s the way it is. The last time I went to anywhere resembling a club, I was with you. Online is not a bad place. You and I were there right? Most of all keep looking. The right man will come. He is out there. It gets frustrating. I have had many disappointments in recent times, you among them but I am undaunted in my task of being happy. You and I both will prevail. Keep these promises to yourself, and my promise to you that you will find the one for you will be fulfilled… (END EMAIL) (START EMAIL) Sent: Thursday, May 29, 2003 12:01 PM To: Subject: RE: How are you? Your email brought tears to my eyes. You"re absolutely right. I"m sorry if I disappointed you. That was definitely not my intention. I hope you will forgive me. We"re just so different. I don't know what type of lovers we would make, but I know we can be great friends. I"m always here for you. If you need someone to talk to or just hang out - I don't mind. I guess we all have to crash and burn a few times before it"s perfect. (END EMAIL) (START EMAIL) Sent: Thursday, May 29, 2003 12:35 PM To: Subject: RE: How are you? I never meant to bring tears to yours or anyone else’s eyes. I am impeccable with my word and, I tell it the way it is and try not to hurt anyone. I did not intend to hurt you. As a keeper of those agreements you read below, I am doing my best for you by being honest and forthcoming with you. For the record, in reference to what you said about us being different, you don’t want someone who is the same way you are. You can’t grow if someone is the same. Agreement between men and women only get us but so far. Disagreements (healthy ones) allow for self-examination and growth. In your eyes I saw such sadness. I wish you would have chose me to wipe your tears. There is nothing you need to apologize for. We did what we thought we needed to do at the time, satisfied our priorities and we live with the consequences. That’s the way its. Nobody is to blame. Today is a new day! Make the most of it. Pray for the Mavs… LOL.. (END EMAIL)

Last night was a night of tight schedules. Let Fuel called because she was delayed in leaving to come to my house, so I thought I would help myself to some Irish Spring. So, I bought some flowers and took off to her house while dinner was (heating up) in the oven. So I spend a few minutes kissing Irish Spring and I am on my way. Little did I know that Jet Fuel had called and was on her way over. Crap! Crap! So I am racing through the suburbs of Dallas full throttle. Luckily my big cheesy Japaneese luxury car has Super HICAS four wheel steering. I get a call from Jet Fuel saying she was lost and stopped to wait for me before I even got home. Whew! Soooo we have dinner, Teenage Situations and Language and as predicted, right before it became Adult Situations and Language, she had to go. Cool. We can play the tease game a little longer. It worked out anyway. As Jet Fuel drove away, Irish Spring called on the phone to stop by now that she was finished working (telecommuting) wellll that worked out perfectly now didnt it? Not really, all I got out of that deal was more Teenaged Situations and Language, with a promise that Adult Situations and Language would follow soon.

I just got an e-mail from Irish Spring, saying Good Morning. Well here is the text of the e-mail here.. (START E-MAIL) Good Morning (name deleted), How are you? Hope you slept well. I appreciate you sharing a couple of your stories last night. I look forward to getting to know you better. Hope that"s okay..:-) Thanks again for the roses. Have a great day -(name deleted) (END EMAIL) Of course I didnt sleep well, wanting those creamy thighs wrapped around me. Oh well.. Time to call Dr Feelgood? Perhaps after a make a few (other) calls.

I talked to The Charmed . She is on her way to Memphis with her girlfriend. She is heavy on my mind and her similarities to my otherwise would be ex-fiance are well, also screwing with me.

Its 6:35AM. Damn I want to get outta here. Ok, guess where I am at? Dr Feelgood of course. Y"all already knew. Anyway we went to dinner and then off to see Bruce Almighty. It ended up being a pretty good movie. We talked for quite a while last night about things in general. I miss The Charmed . Yesterday before arriving at Dr Feelgood"s I talked to Irish Spring. I am going to have her stop by later today.. Its on.. I also talked to Viva. She noted that she wanted to come by as well as we havent spent time together in a while. Well, we know whats up with that. I am going to see where her head is, and where I can put mine tonight.

Dammit! I left my glasses at Dr Feelgoods house today and now, she is hell bent on bringing them to me. So I told her I would come and get them later. She says OK. She then calls at about 11AM and says that she can bring them to me later on today and that she would call me to bring them and, with Irish Spring headed here at three I might be in for trouble.

Clouded Vista called to stop by and borrow my vacum cleaner. She stayed for about an hour and a half and there were some Adult Situations and Language. Aaaahh. I wont have to worry about her for a while. Then, Irish Spring gets here promptly at 3PM. We watched a bootleg movie on TV and then, well, Teenage Situations and Language followed by Clinton Situations and language (she was on her cycle. CRAP.) Anyway I feel much better.. LOL. The call from Dr Feelgood to bring my bi-focals back came at about 8PM. Irish Spring was outta here at about 9PM. Well, she ended up not feeling too well and didnt want to come by. *whew* . So its 10PM and, nothing to do. Viva says she is ready for round 2. I am ready to get some sleep honestly. Its been a long day.

Well, after the romp yesterday with Irish Spring I get an email from her saying she lost an ear ring. I immediately went into a frenzy to find it and, was successful. Whew.

Last night I left Dr Feelgoods house to go to Frys and to spend a few minutes on the phone. I returned a call from Irish Spring. I spoke with her for about 20 minutes. She is getting a new house only 10 minutes from my house. Dammit, I have got to move to a gated community. I then got a call from The Charmed . Her son is gone for the summer. She admitted that she feels lonely and now I am beginning to feel the pull. Its scary. I went back to her place and went to sleep. Today I"ve got to play catchup on phone calls. I think I may have my Trifecta if I play it right. Dr Feelgoood, Irish Spring and The Charmed . I think I can pull it off.

Now, what day wouldnt be complete without a chat with Christany? She is now distant and short with me and she cares not to share why. In the grand scheme of things I guess I dont care. I already hit it right? LOL. Alls well that ends well. What cracks me up the most is when she said "How can you cheat on someone you love?" shit, she was the one I cheated with! Hypocritical isint it?

VERNONS IS BACK OPEN YEA!!! My favorite watering hole is back open. Thank God! We all had happy hour there yesterday. Angry Walk wore my favorite pants with that little booty jiggling.. Afterward I went home and talked to The Charmed , Dr Feelgood and some new ones coming up on the Horizon. Today I woke up early and finally fixed the indexer on this site in about four hours. What a mess. I also undid some database changes to obfuscate Christany to the rest of the world since the deadline as agreed, had passed. In other news, Diana Noross keeps e-mailing me talking about how she wants to talk to me. So, I gave her my cell and, she didnt call. She said this morning that she walked off and left my number at work. Personally I think its more of her usual flakiness. I thought men were supposed to do stuff like this? Whatever. Anyhow, Human Sacrifice called this morning because she would like some help getting her modem replaced. I"ll replace her modem allright. I intend to plug it right in.. LOL.

Because of a problem with her phone lines, I invited Human Sacrifice to work here and connect to the internet. Hopefully she"ll get done in a few hours and I can get to work (on her) and get her out of the house in time to visit Dr Feelgood..

So, I finished up Human Sacrifice. She was wearing a leopard print pant suit that was partially sheer and a thong. Dare I say the wind made that booty jiggle.. LOL.. Anyway after some Adult Situations and Language she left at about 7:20. Now its back to the showers and off to Dr Feelgoods. Hopefully she is still on her period so I dont have to put out. I am drained by Human Sacrifice. Go Clinton!!!

I got a call from Human Sacrifice saying she left her phone charger at my house. Yep, she did. Anyway its 5AM @ Dr Feelgoods and I cannot sleep. Last night she asked if she was too boring and/or conservative for me. She"s right and its the primary reason this is going nowhere fast. There just isint enough wild there for me. Anyhow Human Sacrifice wants to go to a wine tasting tomorrow evening. I will tast the wine, then her if we go. According to Viva we are still on for tomorrow night @ 9PM for some fun there. Since Dr Feelgood is going out of town for a convention this weekend I am free and clear to navigate. Yea!

Before the weekend gets here.. We have, Human Sacrifice hit it and she is out the door and out of town for the week. (whew!) Dr Feelgood, gone by 10AM tomorrow morning (whew) Still got Viva on for tomorrow evening. And I got one email and one comment (on this site) wanting to see the Christany tape. Well, here goes and for the record. The camera is sitting under the TV next to the VCR on the console by the bed. I put in an 8 hour tape (which I always do) and started it while she was in the shower. Well, the Adult Situations and Language got done in the dark so there isint much to see but its obvious whats going on and some T-Shirt (grey) action in color with detail. So, thats that. As the cops would say Nothing (not much) to see here. Men: Consider taping sometime, you never know, if you piss her off you might catch a little charge you wont like..

Well, its been a busy day. Yesterday I went to go see Irish Spring and ended up spending the night there. I have to admit it felt great being with her. I still dont see anything long term there though. I am weighing out my choices for tonight. I am supposed to see Viva this evening but, I have some other options.

I got off the phone with The Charmed . I ask her whats been up and what she is doing this weekend. She mentions being out at various clubs on Lower Greenville until 2AM every day this week and that she is considering going out of town for more partying this weekend in Houston, where her Ex lives. (Am I that stupid again?) So, I blew her off. I said Thank you for calling and, catch up with me next week. She replied "Next Week?" I said yes. She slammed the phone down. Whatever. Too bad its over before it even got started. I also got an e-mail from Diana Noross saying that she wants me to call and check on her. Frankly I have no intentions on doing that. I figure I"ll flake out on her just like she did me? No, actually I am not interested anymore.

Diana Noross decided to feel me out yesterday? I talked to her on the phone, driving the point home that I really dont want to mess with her. She told me that she knew someone who would be perfect for me. I responded by saying that as a policy I dont mess with people introduced to me by someone who at one time was interested in me. Its just not a good idea. Like The Charmed , she plans to party all weekend. So, like The Charmed , I said "Thanks for calling me and, catch up with me next week". After Happy Hour, Irish Spring called and, we went to the movies last night. A pleasant evening. She is beginning to scare me with her requirements for attention. Its making me well, worried. I dont intend to see her the rest of this weekend in spite of the fact that Dr Feelgood is out of town. Time to do some setups for today/tonight.

I got a call from Dee Nyce asking some pointed questions about a project she wanted to do with me last year. Now she seems serious about it. She also mentioned the fact that every time the send her dating matches, my name and picture come up. I am not amused. Click on Dee Nyce on the left margin and tell me why I need to give her the time of day.

Today I went to go see Nurse Chapel she is attractive, thin, and, has very well-mannered children. We talked for about an hour or so while I got massacred by her oldest daughter on NBA-2003 and, I got a nice kiss at the end. Cool. I will be seeing her again I think. Afterward I went to dinner with Irish Spring, Jim and his daughter. We had a nice time. I tried reaching Viva but I think I am too late. (REAL TIME) 9:40PM I just got a call from Irish Spring inviting me to go watch a movie with her at home. I"ll do that.

So, I end up watching a movie with Irish Spring and, got suckered (literally and otherwise) into spending the night. I also got a message from Ilia saying that her orders to go to Kuait came through so, she is leaving. So much for that. What a nice and nice looking woman. Too bad I couldnt get into a tiff with her.

Irish Spring calls and asks me if she could bring dinner over. I of course not being a fool said yes. So she brought dinner and herself to eat. I am satisfied and well, releived. Aaaaah. LOL.

So here we go. I got Irish Spring wanting me to come over (spoiled, see what happens?) and Dr Feelgood, fresh from her trip wanting to see me as well. I am going to bail and go see Dr Feelgood. Poblem is though, I am going to have to put out. Dammit!

Its 2:10AM and I am tired. It is hot at Dr Feelgoods and I cant sleep. About 6PM yesterday I got a call from Christany saying that there were some changes in her life and she wanted to share them. I was at Dr Feelgoods house and wasnt going to answer the phone. So, I sent an e-mail with the following: (START EMAIL) An impersonal and formal greeting to Ms (name deleted) (LOL) Hi, I got your phone call yesterday. In response your message, In the recent past you “care not to share” so, I am not really interested anymore. Whatever it is I hope it makes your life better and I wish you any especially your little girl the best. Or to sum it up, “Okay”. (END EMAIL) Anyway I will go ahead and put out for Dr Feelgood later this morning, head home (I made a funny) "head home!" and get ready for Irish Spring later today.

Wholly Crap! Dr Feelgood said "I love you" this morning. Its time to go! I dont love her, and, while she is growing on me I cant see it right now. Time to go!

Its hard to say goodbye sometimes isint it? Well I called myself saying goodbye in a mild way to Christany. For whatever reason she decided to respond anyway. I wrote to her: (start email)You take care too. I think on that note this concludes our communications for the foreseeable future don’t you think? Congratulations again (name deleted). Blog On! (end email) The larger point here is, that I dont have any idea what the hell she is talking about. So I get this ambiguous response.. (start email) Sure (name deleted), no hard feelings. Things are kinda starting over. So, you just never know. I wish you and your children well, good luck and take care. (end email) Does anyone have any idea what she is talking about? Who knows. Anyway I have bigger fish (literally) and otherwise to fry tonight when I get hold of Irish Spring!

I now know why Viva didnt see me last weekend as planned.. LOLLOL (start email) I am on my cycle..OKAY! It is not a happy time at the household as this is the moodiest cycle ever. I have swung from being carefree to depressed and very, very down, to pissed off to I just don't give a d(#*. In short, its probably not a good time to call or come by. Check w/ me this weekend. The kids" last day is Monday so if you could come to talk w/ them maybe at noon that would be great. If not, I"m not going to scream at you. Bye for now. (end email) You gotta love it!