Another sleepless night. I am glad Loopie is gone so I dont have to go on side-stepping the truth and other things of that ilk. She deserves better. I would have liked to have one more crack at the booty though. Oh well. I got a call from Dr Feelgood this morning. She is worried about my lack of sleep and, still continues to refer to me as her boyfriend. Well, first of all I am a grown ass man. Second, I am not anybodys boy. Third, I am not hers to call anything at all. Well, I am gonna correct this soon. I just dont know when. I also got a call from Counter Top. She wants to get together sometime next week. I am cool with that. I also got a suprise call from Human Sacrifice. Its time to tame that booty. She sounds ready too.. LOL..

And now for a tender moment from Honey Love .. (Email From Honey Love) You are so right (my name), you know when you held me outside the movie theatre and said it felt "good" I thought I heard it felt "right". I guess I"m the age where I feel I need something more advanced should be happening in my life beside just spinning in circles. I admit Bachelor "I couldn't handle it!"

So, I got a date with Mil-Spec set up for Tomorrow. Now for my weekend.. I gotta get something set up and quick. Perhaps maybe Human Sacrifice can spare a few hours.. LOL..

I actually slept all night last night! I cant beleive it. Well I went to Dr Feelgoods place where she cooked some lamb and some veggies. Nice. I told her I had a lot on my mind and thats why I couldnt sleep. She said "I was about to ask if you were seeing anyone else. I figured it was either that or, you didnt want me anymore". I started to say "Your correct on both counts." It was too late to drive home though. I live 40 miles away from her. Anyway I got lunch and dinner dates for today. Its time to get busy...

(Email From Honey Love)(My name) as long as I am still able to get bored every now and then I will always peak at your site. So keep looking for me. And plus I just might need you one day. Will you be there if so? Love Always, "HoneyLove"

(Email From Honey Love)I wont give you anymore static, I now see you in another light. I did apologize more than once. I know you hear me and I hear you too, so tell me you love me also in anyway you can (smile). Have a lovely day (my name), Im off to lunch!

I had lunch with Bi Bye today. She was a lot of fun. While I am not interested in her, she is bi-sexual and knows a lot of women who want to get into topless bars. With that in mind, she could be a gateway to some serious girl-on-girl fun. I also got a call from Counter Top. It would seem that some other man she was seeing fizzled out. I teased her about it. No sweat. She wants to see me next week. I talked to Human Sacrifice today. She is busy but took time out to call and tell me she is interested. Cool.

Well it looks like Mil-Spec has cancelled on me. Now what do I do for a replacement? Hmmmm...

So I got my replacement date set up now. She has been chomping at the bit for a while to see me so she is getting her wish. In the meantime I am talking to another prospect on the phone. She proceeds to pray for me. If she only new how much stuff she need to pray on as it relates to me.

I found hospital pictures of The Witch and her ex"s baby when they had to cut it out in January (check the blog)(no its not mine or at least I dont beleive her)and other material in my car. So, I figure I"ll ask her what to do with it.(Email Sent to The Witch)I found in the trunk of my car pictures and other material related to your and (The Witch"s Ex)’s baby. Do you want me to give it to you or him? He has a right to closure and to see this stuff. I just wonder would you have really had me raise his child, knowing it was really his?

Well she"s pissed again. How bout that. She still says its mine but I dont beleive her. (From The Witch)-----Original Message----- From: The Witch Sent: Friday, May 02, 2003 9:33 AM Subject: RE: Presbeterian Hospital I can see now that you will continue to bring up this ordeal that I"ve had to go through. Why don't you do everybody a favor and throw whatever material you have in the trash. I"ve tried to be nice and civilized to you but, apparently you don't want that. You continue to be immature and you just Won't leave it alone. I"ve asked you nicely to leave this subject alone because it"s over and done with. Let the baby rest in peace. As I recall we discussed the baby and who is belonged to. If you don't want to claim it that"s fine because at this point it doesn't matter any now now does it? You"re really as asshole (My Name)!!!!! Find someone else to harass!!!!!!

So I go out last night with Diana Noross. I"ll call her that because thats kind of what she looks like. Very cute girl. I get over to Nicks last night and met her and her sister. Now Diana Noross is cute but her sister is gorgeous with a bubbly personality and an ability to dominate conversation. She seemeed more interested in me than Diana Noross was. I was more interested in her than Diana Noross. Anyway we had a good time and hit a few places. Diana Noross got a little sauced. A few minutes later a halfway hot woman asks her to dance on the table at the roadhouse in Addison. Decent ebony and ivory girl-on-girl dancing… Wait a second I am getting hard thinking about it. LOL. Anyway I plan to see her Saturday after she gets off work. We"ll see whats really up then...

I dont see why she doesnt come clean. She got me, she got me good. She needs to stop lying about the baby too. (Sent to The Witch)Nobody is harassing you. How do you think I felt when I saw this stuff? I brought it up because I found the stuff in the trunk of my car when I was cleaning it out (really). Is it immature to realize the truth? Is it immature to not believe you? To be honest with you I simply don’t believe anything you told me at all now. Why should I? You tell me I should have learned my lesson. What would that lesson be? Don’t trust The Witch? Don’t believe anything The Witch says? Don’t involve The Witch in your children’s lives? If The Witch says she loves you she really means she loves (The Witch"s Ex)? What lesson would you have me learn? No sarcasm here. I know you belong to (The Witch"s Ex) and I am cool with that really. Recognizing the truth and acting like it is not harassment. I had a legitimate question. You should be proud of (The Witch"s Ex) and how much he has enriched your life and especially Tabitha’s. You should be proud of your love for him that has endured all it has. He was meant to be with you two. I realize that. I know how it is. That’s how much I love you. Am I pissed? Yes. I have a right to be and I am sorry if that fact comes out in my tone with you. If you don’t want to face what you’ve done to me and the people I care about that’s up 2u. Don’t blame me for believing you and believing in you. That is not my fault. You told me it was my baby, you told me it was over with (The Witch"s Ex). You told me you loved me. You told me you’d marry me. You told me you can’t be without me. What am I supposed to think or do? You should have told me the truth that you still wanted to work things out with (The Witch"s Ex) and sent me on my way. You did it in 2001. You could have done it last year. Instead you lied and said it was over between you two. The pictures and documents, the baby, your body, your mind, and your soul belong to (The Witch"s Ex). I now realize I had nothing and it hurts. That’s reality. I’ll keep the pictures and related material the doctor gave me around for a month or so. If you two don’t get back to me. I’ll throw them away.

I got a call from Counter Top. She says she wants to see me tomorrow. I am cool with that. I want to see her too. I think we"ll have some fun. So I"ll have some fun with her tomorrow and then see Diana Noross..

So Dr Feelgood is on her way over. We"ll do dinner and a move and some sex tonight and hopefully she will be pacified for a while. Tomorrow its Counter Top and Diana Noross... Mmmmmm...

Well so ends another evening with Dr Feelgood, Dinner, the X men and of course, a sanitary napkin wrapper in the trash in my bathroom. I deflected that one. But, lets face it. The end is near. I told her that you"ll find panties here too. They belong to my children. Also the truth. As to who left it there. I have no idea.. Yes I do.. The loopster... LOL

Well the doctor is OUT. After some Adult Situations and Language followed by Clinton Situations and Language + a nice drink. Dr Feelgood just left. Whew. Got that over with. Now on to bigger and better things. Well, different things anyway. I got five calls this morning from Counter Top. Lets see whats up.

Well I got my date with Counter Top set for 1PM today. I"ll have lunch with her, and a few other things. I will call Diana Noross and see if she is really serious.. She called last night at about 9:30. I wonder what she wanted... LOL..

I had lunch with Counter Top today. She is a cool chic. What I didnt know until today however is that she is 44. Well, that ends anything long-term now doesnt it? Of course. However, we had a nice time. I think she is in lust. Then she asked me, how many women are you stringing along? I was impressed with her candor. No I am not joking here. Anyway All and all a nice time. I have a date certain with Diana Noross tonight. Hmmmm..

I called Diana Noross last night and she was not available so I blew her off and went to dinner with Dr Feelgood. She got sauced at Razoos.. Now that was funny. I have never really saw her messed up before. Diana Noross called while we were out. I"ll make up an excuse and run some Damage control. Something tells me though that she had a good time last night anyway. She does tend to gravitate towards clubs.

So I have a lunch date today with a new one. I"ll name her when I get back. 2b honest I dont think anything is going to come of this unless she has great body. Damn I hate The Cheesecake Factory. Too much mauve for any man.

Ok so I went to The Cheesecake Factory where I met Model A. Model A is well, gorgeous! She is pleasant to be around and, seems determined to suceed. She is 5"10 and skinny. I mean really skinny, with a real nice figure. I plan an all out assault as soon as I get hold to her again. Wow. I am in love! NOT. If she"ll have me I will be well on my way. But before I get my hopes up I need to see how she feels about it.

So I meet another cutie today I"ll call her Ilia (from Star-Trek because she has very short hair) we had some good conversation as she has some extensive knowledge of sports. I get some good vibes from her. She"s 25 and about to get Tiffed

Got some hot ones on the horizon... Things are looking up.

So far, one for two.. I got an e-mail back from Ilia and it seems that she too is interested in meeting again so, I am definitely going to follow up on that. I still havent heard from Model A. I suppose no news is good news.

Well it looks like Model A gave me the brushoff. All"s well that ends well is what I say abou that. It was good while it lasted.. LMAO

Soooo I got a date set with Diana Noross for Thursday.. We"ll see whats up with that. Hopefully her sister wont be there so I can actually look at Diana Noross.. Damn her sister is soooo pretty.

Happy hour was a happy hour full of booties. Not only did our waitress have a big booty but Angry Walk had on some white pants a tan and a thong. That means that cute little (now tan) booty of hers was there to visualize (tan shows easily through white pants) when the sun shone juuuuust right right on those pants. Afterward I met some Jet Fuel today (thats what I"ll call her) she is cute and has a great body. She showed up in a very nice blouse and some spandex pants that showed off a very nice butt.Wow. The only problem is, she cant shut up! I met her at the Samba Room @ six and it was 10PM before she finally shut up after spending 30 minutes at the car before I put a gun to her head and forced her to go home. LMAO...

So I get a call this morning from Jet Fuel this morning on her way to work. Guess what, she works in the same building as one of my clients. You gotta love that. Anyway I chatted with her for a few minutes. Coolio. Damn. I keep thinking about those spandex pants. Looks like I may have a VeryLoopie replacement. LMAO.

So it looks like I got a date certain with Diana Noross and another one tonight with a new one to be named later. She is another trash-talker telling me that she can handle me. (crazy).

It looks like I got a date certain for Ilia for Sunday. This is cool. Something interesting here though. She says that her friend is leaving for Kuait on Sunday and that would be the best day to meet her. Does that mean she has a guy who"s leaving then? Am I getting Tiffed by a Tiff? Hmmm.. I wonder!

Well Angry Walk decided to inform me that her booty was not showing through the pants yestrday though she did not however, deny the thong!

I met Cave Girl yesterday at humperdinks in Arlington. Well I was not really impressed. Conversation broke down about 30 minutes in and while the Mavericks couldnt save themselves from Sacramento, they did save me. I will send her the dear John letter in a second. So, afterward I went to see Dr Feelgood. She asked me about having sex more often. I shouldnt have went over there but I didnt feel like driving home. My mistake. Things are looking up. I got a new one on the hook tonight.

Today is a dead day. Outside of my date tonight all is quiet. Thank God for small favors.

I am awake and refreshed! Yesterday I got a call stating my date was to be postponed. Well, I erased her number from my phone. That takes care of that. I went to sleep. Dr Feelgood called while I was asleep. By the time I woke up, everybody had called. Check this out, I got eight hours of sleep! Amazing!

This morning has been a wierd one. I got a call from Ilia this morning. I think she continues to be interested. Thats cool. I cant wait for a chance to Tiff her Sunday. Out of nowhere calls Paul-A-Mitchell. You know, I met her a long time ago at the Hotel Cresent Court. She models for Paul Mitchell and a few others. She called me this morning completely out of the blue to see how I was doing and wants to get together soon. Diana Noross called to confirm our date tonight. I am cautiously optomistic about that. I got five voicemails I"ve yet to answer. I wonder what they wanted? LOL!

More TiffTalk..

Christany (2:21:25 PM): a friend of mine, pays close attention to the site, he informed me that there are several mentionings of tiff or tiffed.
Christany (2:21:43 PM): tactless
Christany (2:22:07 PM): or does that not count?
Mister Bachelor (1:23:50 PM): The phrase "To get into a tiff with someone" predates your birthday, and the brith of this nation.
Mister Bachelor (1:24:00 PM): Its British
Christany (2:23:20 PM): its tift
Mister Bachelor (1:24:24 PM): I know. But I am messing with you..
Christany (2:23:45 PM): so, why mess with me on your site?
Christany (2:23:59 PM): its tactless
Mister Bachelor (1:25:05 PM): Nowhere does it say (TIs real name) (TIs last name) or anything close to that. I would never do that.
Christany (2:24:38 PM): everyone calls me Tiff, you know that.
Mister Bachelor (1:26:00 PM): Splitting hairs..
Christany (2:25:28 PM): I shouldnt expect more, I suppose.
Mister Bachelor (1:26:28 PM): What does that mean?
Christany (2:26:05 PM): it means that your actions are distasteful. Its shameful. I wonder how many times youve missed out on happiness.
Mister Bachelor (1:28:03 PM): The weblog is gone anyway.
Christany (2:27:23 PM): is that so?
Christany (2:27:31 PM): Wonder what difference that makes.
Christany (2:27:47 PM): its probably because you got into too much trouble with your women, lol
Mister Bachelor (1:28:53 PM): I don’t need a weblog for that.
Christany (2:28:29 PM): I bet

More Tiff Chat..

Mister Bachelor: (1:49:00 PM): I paid a heavy price for getting involved with her again.
Christany (2:48:35 PM): hmmm, wonder if thats on your site.
Christany (2:49:29 PM): thats a shame, I guess what goes around comes around
Mister Bachelor: (1:51:37 PM): Was it on rushroom.com? Yes, including all the e-mail and everything else.
Mister Bachelor: (1:51:54 PM): I have never told anyone I loved them and not meant it.
Christany (2:51:26 PM): well you did send me an email stating that you were in love with me.
Mister Bachelor: (1:52:37 PM): Cut and paste
Mister Bachelor: (1:52:47 PM): (my name) Hill: I have never told anyone I loved them and not meant it.
Mister Bachelor: (1:53:19 PM): I am guilty of many things. That is not one of them.
Christany (2:55:20 PM): okayMister Bachelor: (1:56:52 PM): Just like I did last year, if I felt I had found the one for me I would quickly tell all others to go. I would do it again.
Mister Bachelor: (1:57:23 PM): 2b honest I thought you never took me seriously.
Christany (2:57:33 PM): is that so?
Mister Bachelor: (2:00:32 PM): I had a lot of conflictiong emotions. All you did was offer me the affection and devotion I wanted. I was wondering if The Witch was cheating on me, and why was I about to cheat on her etc.. It was pretty screwed up.
Christany (3:02:19 PM): you still seem screwed up to me, and how can you cheat on someone you love? Not just love, but about to marry. I dont think I could do it. I dont think I could conscienously make the decision to cheat without ending that relationship
Mister Bachelor: (2:04:35 PM): By that time, it was already over. I called it cheating because I didnt "declare it over"
Mister Bachelor: (2:06:41 PM): I didnt say "sam its over" or whatever..
Christany (3:13:38 PM): Im going out for lunch now
Christany (3:13:45 PM): a late lunch, I suppose.
Christany (3:13:58 PM): I guess I should thank you for the apology.
Mister Bachelor: (2:18:04 PM): you deserve it.

So Here I chat with Christany. The highlights… LOL

Christany: (2:08:40 PM): whats up?
Mister Bachelor: (1:09:42 PM): u
Christany: (2:09:15 PM): Bachelor, it seems that you are still playing games.
Christany: (2:09:31 PM): why is it that you decided to write?
Mister Bachelor: (1:10:41 PM): What games am I playing?
Christany: (2:10:00 PM): dont know..yet.
Christany: (2:10:08 PM): lol

This is a good highlight
 

Mister Bachelor: (1:32:53 PM): What did I say that was mean about you?
Christany: (2:33:42 PM): something along the lines of getting that out of the way. Not including all the bullshit you fed me, about how you really wanted this. And then the comment about sex.

While reaping and sowing.. I IM"ed with Christany. Damn was she pissed. Well, I suppose I got what I deserved as she got caught up in sooo much drama back then. All she wanted to do was love someone. All I wanted was well, out of my engagement and a place to deal with all of the conflict and guilt. I suppose I used her and for that, I am regretful.. Damn, now where is Paul-a-Mitchell"s phone number again? LMAO!

Diana Noross called yesterday saying her hair-dye job didnt go that well. So much for that. The Mavericks played well yesterday and I got smashed at the bar. Hey, why is it that when Angry Walk wears really tight pants she has her shirt pulled down over the booty? Wow, I hadnt been that smashed in eons. Meanwhile I talked to Dr Feelgood last night, she lectured me last night and this morning about being smashed. Okay already. Its bad enough I got to do this museum thing tomorrow and put out. Damn. Time to get to the phone calls and, start my day with a quick conversation with Paul-A-Mitchell...

So I talked to a few new ones today and have some set up for Sunday when I hope to get rid of Dr Feelgood and her mother after the ball. I wonder if she"ll be on her period so I dont have to put out? LOL. I talked to Ilia this morning. She wants to get together Sunday too. I had lunch with Viva today. Seems like things with her and her man arent going so well. Time to give her a tuneup and lube.. LOL. Human Sacrifice also called and told me basically, that she is mine for the taking. I just have to set it up at a time when it jibes with her schedule. I figure I"ll set something up next week..

You treat me good-you not rob store. This is hillarious. Check out this e-mail I got from a little Thai lady.. (email follows);DEAR (my name), IN FACT, I JUST WISH TO FIND SOMEONE SPECIAL IN MY LIFE. I HAD BLACK BOY FRIEND BEFORE, AND I THNK BLACK PEOPLE ARE VERY FAMILY MINDED, AND NICE PEOPLE, SO I SAW YOUR PROFILE, ITSEEMS YOU ARE VERY NICE TO KNOW. I DONT LIKE TO CHEAT PEOPLE, SO I HAVE TO FIND A GOOD GUY FOR MY REST OF LIFE, I DONT LIKE TO PLAY GAME WITH PEOPLE. EVEN THOUGH MY AGE IS 42, BUT MY LOOKING MUCH YOUNGER THAN AGE. I DONT KNOW MUCH ABOUT COMPUTER, BUT MY BROTHER HAS COMPUTER SIENCE DEGREE. IT SEEMS YOU ARE VERY SUCCESSFUL. AND SMART, I LIKE MAN VERY SMART, AND I AM A SMART GIRL TOO. IF YOU ARE NOT SERIOUS FOR A FRIEND AND MARRIAGE, THEN I CAN UNDERSTAND. HAVE A NICE WEEKEND. (name deleted)

I got a call from Jet Fuel yesterday. She seems to be cool. We"ll get together next week. Diana Noross"s sister called today telling me I was invited to go out with them. I told her that I was entertaining at home and declined. Her sister is too fine and Diana Noross, a flake. Nuff said about that. Paul-a-Mitchell called last night about 11PM. I got back to her and chatted with her for a minute. Today is ball-day with Dr Feelgood, literally and otherwise.

So, the Railroad I am on (that is how I am being railroaded by Dr Feelgood and her mother) stopped at the Dallas Museum Gala Banquet or whatever the hell it is yesterday evening. We checked into the hotel and, had a wonderful evening. I ran into a few people I didnt want to run into last night but all and all, a great evening and decent Adult Situations and Language later on. Ummm.. for a hundred bucks the steak could have been better. LATER: After dropping Dr Feelgood off at home I got repairs done on my car. I then met with Ilia and we had a nice dinner, chatting and working some things out. I am really attracted to her. I am going to work it. Then this other beyatch Terri calls and tells me that I lied about getting my car fixed and I fit the profle and was playing games with her. I told her to take her ass on somewhere. Nuff Said..

I got an e-mail from Diana Noross saying she accepted my leaving her alone. So much for getting next to her sister.. LOL..

Interesting now that Diana Noross got kicked to the curb she is now interested in me. Hmmmmm.. Also now that NorthDallas40 got kicked to the curb, she sends the following concilitory note.. Let me preface it with what I said about what happens when I meet someone.. :"My experience online has been a conveyor belt. I meet them online or am contacted, I find out they are messed up or have bad attitudes and I tell them I am not interested. Repeat as necessary. Some become friends and that"s cool. The rest move on I guess. And no, I am not bitter or frustrated really. I have already resigned myself to the fact that it will be difficult to find the one for me. " So, to that she responds today after I kicked her to the curb last night: (start email) Guess this is our story, huh? Too bad you didn't wait to see what kind of person I was - we could have really been good friends - unfortunately my experiences with those other knuckleheads online has "jaded" my perspective when it comes to "good guys" such as yourself. I"m really a good person with a good heart - too good of a "soft" heart if you listen to my friends. I tend to clam up when fussing and run for the exit, and that"s what I did last night with you when you were fussing about the message that I"d left you. I didn't know you were one who doesn't like ultimatums. When you called back last night, I tried to accept your apology and attempt to apologize to you, but you hung up before I could get two words out. Hope you find what you"re looking for, but please remember, women use their HEARTS, men, their HEADS. (end email) Whatever. Now should I respond positively and give her another chance or, should I stay true and tell her to go on with her bad attitude..

Honey Love is trying to get back into my good graces.. I wonder if I can get back into her good? Seems that she wants the thong I bought her.(email follows)-----Original Message----- Sent: Monday, May 12, 2003 2:08 PM Subject: RE: How to fade from recent memory... I know you hate to hear me say it but "What Ever"! Hey I"ve changed a lot since I"ve seen you, I still would like my Victoria Secret gift from you, you at least owe me that. (smile)---(end email) Hmmm.. I should take her up on that.. LOL..