Well I had plans to go out this evening for Mardi-Gras but "The Witch" had a friend that is leaving her married boyfriend/fiance so she went to go help her move. My friend is going up there with a few ladies so I am therefore going to the party anyway and, intend to have a good time.

The Witch ended up not wanting to be bothered with me because I had pissed her off that morning (I was not aware) and she was silent about it. Well that was a minor misunderstanding.. That night though when I called her she was still in a foul mood and in getting to the bottom of it, I told her that I was basically waiting for another "Its Over, but its not your fault" ambush, either in a e-mail or phone call on almost daily basis and that it weighs heavily on me. She said she understood, but had nothing she could really say about it and, that this was something she would have to endure and understood that.

Saturday night I hung out with WeWe (she has actually commented on this site) at the Mardi Gras party and a little afterward with mild Adult Situations and Language. Damn, I was soooo tired. She said that she is scared of me and didnt want to get attached to me again. Frankly, I dont blame her.

Sunday was a very nice day. I went to breakfast with The Witch, while there I got a call from my friend Jim about the Irish Festival and called her daughter to see if she wanted to accompany us there. We had a great time, watching the black man playing the bag-pipes with a kilt on and everything, urging the various klans to anihalate each other and of course, eating and getting conned out of cash for food, trinkets and other stuff by Tabitha and Jims daughter for that matter. The evening ended with the three of us watching a movie under a blanket on the couch. Its screwy. Days like this make me think that everything will work out. Days like Saturday, make me think that I when I drive down I635, I should stop at Christany…

So far today, I got calls from both Christany and Rodeo Girl wanting to see how far things can go between us. I"m cool with both. Actually Rodeo Girl would probably win she has better attributes and maturity.. We"ll see.

On half-Satan day (3-3-3) I got ambushed, twice. The first ambush came from Christany when a friend of hers read the bachelorblog and subsequently decided to print out portions that they thought contained info about her. Well after dinner, she decided to confront me with it. She held the printouts in her hand and looked at me and said “How could you do this to me?”. Wow! I don’t even know if she properly identified who she thought she was but she told me never to contact her again. I drove off before she finished her speech. The second ambush comes from The Witch. She got mad because A. I had to take a support issue and work late, cell phone reception is bad so I didn’t get a chance to immediately return her call or answer the phone and B. I guess I called too late. So the score is: Christany: Gone. Epilogue: At least there were Adult Situations and Language right? The Witch, pissed. So on my way home, I calledViva and asked if I could come over. She said: “Thursday.” So, with options running thin I go with the alternative. As I write this I am at WeWe’s… This will be a stress reliever for me I think. Though I will stress part of the night about this Aaaaaahhhh….. ACTION PLAN: With Christany out of the way (whew!) that free’s up time for better things. So, another $50 to blow on flowers for The Witch and then see what’s up with Rodeo Girl and WeWe. Rodeo Girl looks better every day. My goal is to get it all down to:Viva who never gives me trouble. Rodeo Girl and The Witch. So, when I get ambushed again by The Witch I’ll have something to fall back on.

The Witch sent an e-mail asking if we were going to see my kids perform next week. I told her yes, of course. Since her daughter will be in Austin the following week, we’ll be joined at the hip I guess. I am running out of time. I will have to put up or shut-up. My option: Put Up. So everything is now set with Rodeo Girl to get together soon as she constantly and consistently teases me. Last year there was definitely electricity between us and, it looks like its still there. I still remember being around her.Human Sacrificedropped by bearing a gift related to my fathers recent death. That was nice of her. We talked for a while and she left. Cool. I am going to reduce headcount today. I am dropping all extraneous women from my life because it’s screwing things up and sucking down all of my time. I already have all I can handle right now. I am going to shrink everything back to: Rodeo Girl, Dr Feelgood (a new one, 6’0’’, a professor and well, nice) Viva and The Temple. All can be moved down to casual access, that is I can get with them when its convenient for me without having to deal with them on a daily basis at this time.

Monday I had breakfast with The Witch. I guess today is an “up” day. We are both under pressure from work and its weighing heavily on me especially. Anyway I have also been talking to Dr Feelgood and things seem 2b going well. There is also a new one I plan to investigate. French Girl on is however between jobs due to layoffs and lives at home with her parents. I think it may work out if I want it to, ditto with Rodeo Girl. I think I am ready though to let the rest go by the wayside due to lack of interest and, resources to properly court them. I got to reduce headcount. I want to get back to just The Witch and perhaps one other in the background. Monday Night had dinner with Dr Feelgood, it was nice. She is chatty and well, pretty. She arrived without makeup and was dressed in all black (?). Anyway I had a pleasant time. I talked to her last night. That was cool too. I like her. She gets 90% of my humor that fly’s over the head of most. That’s cool. Today I sent an e-mail to The Witch telling her that I need to know where her heart is. If she really is with me then I intend to stop all of this. If not then I am already ahead of the game.

Well The Witch got back to me stating that she feels unhappy and doesn’t understand why and is unable to tell me what’s going on. She identified a few areas of stress, (work, bills, daughter, and upcoming fallopian tube exam (to see if we can have another child) that are bothering her. She said it has nothing to do with me though. She is looking forward to going to Indianapolis with me to hang out with my children again. I am too. I talked to The Witch Wednesday night. Her conversation was nice and back to normal, we’ll see how long this lasts. Talking to Dr Feelgood Wednesday night, the conversation was sexy and playful. She said that she was attracted to me and, wants to see me again. Its crazy cool to talk to someone who is so intelligent and can be sexually playful in conversation. I met a new woman from EDS today and had lunch with her. Well I was not attracted at all. She was a little shy and put off by the fact that well, I was put off. Nice conversation but eeeeww. She was attractive but not for me. ewww. I sent her a quick note saying that “While there was no romantic connection, I hope we can always be friends”. Done.

I am supposed to meet Rodeo Girl today. I wonder aloud if I will have time, packing and dealing with The Witch? Who knows..

Something is telling me that The Witch is not going with me tomorrow morning. I am prepared to break up for good now. I am strong enough to pull this off. I hate going off to see my kids when I am so messed up but I am going to do what I have to. I am going to wait until about 9PMCST and tell her that I am not messing with her anymore and that I am seeing other people.

Dammit. Just when I had all her shit boxed up. She shows up late to go with me. Now I gotta undo my dates for Friday and Saturday in Indianapolis.

Its over! The Witch is Gone! thank god the nightmare is over. Without saying a word I basically told her to go.

I am living the "Witch Free" life! DRAMA: The Witch brought back all of the stuff she left at my house and left it on my back porch. When I talked to her she was upset and I didnt know why? I just got tired of the uncertanty. Here are some highlights of the e-mail I sent: "I will not have my girls criticize me behind my back for "not handling my business" and for "not handling my men" the way (your daughter) criticized you behind your back to me. I dont want that image of social irresponsibility visited on my children. I wont have that kind of uncertainty in my life. " I went out with Dr Feelgood and did so without any reservations. It feels good to have that burden lifted. Nice kisser. Nice body.. Nice...

Well the break is clean. The Witch got mad at me because not only did I return everything she left at my house, I also returned every gift she gave me as well. I just didnt want it in my house anymore. I had sent an e-mail explaining why I left her alone. She deleted it without reading it. Cool. No more drama. I had lunch with Viva today. I hope to see her tonight. She looked kind of semi-hot in her skirt today so I pinched her booty for not wearing green on St Patricks day. I was to have dinner with Dr Feelgood today but she is going to the doctor this afternoon for her treatment. Cool, it opens an opportunity for something else. I have a few to call today so I will set up a date certain.. LOL.

Well I had my last conversation with The Witch in this life. I told her that I had moved on with my life and while she wasnt cool with it, said she was going to get over me and get herself together. Well, thats all I could really want. I am now really sad and somewhat guilty about the whole thing but strangely enough, I am cool with my decision to cast her aside.

Last night I went out with French Girl she was relatively nice looking although she has a kind of flat butt. Nice boobs though. Afterward I stopped by Dr Feelgood"s last night. I had a nice time kissing her on the sofa. I also had a nice time kissing her elsewhere in the house.

More fun and necking with Dr Feelgood yesterday. I am actually having a good time. Its kind of cute how goofy she is. Dont we all get goofy when we like someone sometimes? Friday we are going to a Jazz concert. I also got a call from The Witch today telling me to trash everythging she had at my house. She does not want her things back. She was very short with me on the phone. I wonder why?

Last night I decided to test the waters with Dr Feelgood and see where we were. I wanted to see if there was some pull. She said there was and she was cool with it although things are moving fast. Damn. I gotta get that. Especially after getting to mess around with her the other day. Her period should wrap up this weekend... I get a call from Dr Feelgood this morning to say hello. I guess because I didnt call her promptly at 10AM? Who knows. Hey, how do y"all like the new blogviewer? Fast Huh? Fast fo yo ass.. I am making some plans for a little happy hour drink with a new one I"ll call "Sheena" We"ll see how this one goes. She is self-confident. Something tells me I will not be attracted to her though. The plan is to see "Sheena" and take in a little Dr Feelgood since I"ll be close to Downtown.

Well I went out with "Sheena" of the Jungle. She was very pretty. Here is the kicker, she said she was training for a marathon however she seem 2b a little bigger than the pictures.. She seemed attracted to me but a little shy. Verdict: Date only if I cant get anyone else to go out with.

I talked to neenoman this morning; she told me that she lost her job. However, she is doing something about it, getting another job and working some contract/temp jobs in the meantime. She is a nurse so she’s not doing that bad. Anyway she is cute and fiscally responsible so I figure I’ll keep calling her. Last night I talked to Dr Feelgood, I think she is close to being ready for some Adult Situations and Language. We are going to the blues concert tonight. Afterward, I think I’ll make a move to get closer to her but I am not going in for the kill unless she does first. I am supposed to see Rodeo Girl tomorrow. I think personally, she will call and tell me that it’s not possible. Dr Feelgood is in the background so I can call her for a guaranteed date for Saturday.

So I talk to this woman Ally, ally is kind of cute and very tall. Well, she has that "I dont need no man" attitude. I"ll talk to her some more and see if she"s worth it. So far so good I guess.

So I go to the Museum for a concert with Dr Feelgood last night. As soon as we get there her mother greets us at the door. Her mother is cool. Anyway there was plenty of niceties and necking afterward. Anyway I had a great time. Today, I met with "Lattinum " a black hispanic mixed woman. She has a decent body but I am not that attracted to her face wise. She has big eyes and a big mouth. Which is cool for Clinton. Anyway we ate at Chilis and she asked me what I was doing with the rest of my day. I mentioned I was going to Home Depot to get some things for the house. Crap! She says when I am ready to leave "So lets go to Home Depot". Crap! So, off we go to Home Depot which was for me nothing but an excuse to leave. Anyway it wasnt too bad. She"s nice, a little religous and well, a little irritating. I am waiting to hear from RodeoGirl to see if she we are going to meet today. She said she was coming today. We"ll see.. I"m glad I straightened up the house. I found more crap that belonged to The Witch today. I tossed it.

Well I talked to Rodeo Girl today and it seems that the message stating that I was waiting for bad news from her "pushed her over the edge" she got pissed. I said "well I guess you have to do what you have to do." she got mad again. I hung up the phone. I guess I wont be hearing from her again. LOL! Well I had alrady made plans with Dr Feelgood. I wont have to cancel them after all! WHEW!

So, with Rodeo Girl out of the picture I pressed on to Dr Feelgoods house talking to neenoman on the phone. I think I am going to take a ride to Houston to see her. She is really coming around and seems maliable at this point. Dr Feelgood and I had dinner in Downtowh Fort Worth and then back to her house for mild Adult Situations and Language. Nice rack... Well I am back at home for the first time in 15 hours. I need some sleep. I have to meet someone @ 2 today. I"ll do a name drop then if necessesary.

So, I think I got stood up or perhaps it was my impatience. I scheduled a meeting with one woman and I waited 30 minutes, called, no answer so I left a message saying I was moving on and booked up. I set up another meeting later today...

Soooo I go out with my backup plan today. We"ll call her Loopie. Loopie is very attractive with a great body (yipes) about a size four. Now for the not so nice. She is kind of co-dependant. She cant drive. She had a lot of not-nice things happen in her childhood and as a bonus, talks a lot. She said she likes me and wants to see more of me. My take on it: Yep. She looks great and, would be fun on the lake.

Here is the score. The real score. The Witch continues to predominate my thoughts when I am not with Dr Feelgood. Dr Feelgood is really getting in, I really am beginning to like her for more than just something to do after letting The Witch go. She is really goofy but also, really mature and nice to hold. (nice rack). Loopie is also a nice woman, is also very goofy, attractive and has a knockout body. I have a couple more in my sphere influence that I want to check out before keeping these two and perhaps one more. I"ll settle into those for the long haul I guess and try to foreget the fact that I am still just in love with The Witch as I ever was. I miss her.

Well I got IM"d by Rodeo Girl this morning. She seems to be in a concilitory mood I guess. I wonder whats up with her? Perhaps I"ll get to see her after all? Who the hell knows.

Last night I had a lengthy converstation with Dr Feelgood that touched on our developing relationship and where it is. She said she really likes me and doesnt want to be with anyone else. Cool. She asked me if I was dating anyone else. I replied "I am not involved with anyone else". True Right? Anyway she said that she was afraid that if more Adult Situations and Language occured that I would raise up and leave. My answer was though, why would I mess up a good thing. Wow, she is so issueless and drama free its scary. Today. I get informed by The Witch today that she is having her procedure done this week to see if she can still have a child after the atopic pregnancy we had in January. So what do I do? I love her. Everything I did until mid Feburary revolved around her and her daughter. Now that it no longer does its spinning out of control. She said she doesnt feel comfortable with me going with her because of the fact that I am seeing someone else. I understand that. I still want to be there. I have half a mind to craft an e-mail to send to her to get her to allow me to go. LUNCH: Today I have lunch with TandA (new entry) This is tripped out. So I meet her at Razoos and she pads up to me and says "You look familiar" I looked at her and said "Really?". Well it ends up she used to work at the local strip-club and had done a table-dance for me. I am trying to remember who she was so I wont have to pursue her to visualize what she looks like naked (LOL). Anyway contrary to what image is supposed to be for this kind of profession she seemed 2b reasonably smart and fun to be around. She was always smiling and, really positive. She is very cute. She reminds me of Brandy without the braids (her hair was cut into a bob). Nice body as well. I think I will keep her around for fun. I dont see much else going on with that. Wow, a dancer. Now theres a woman with skillz... I wonder if she"s been with a chick before? I"ll ask later.

I talked with Rodeo Girl. We set up some ground rules on how to handle seeing each other so I guess we"ll try it again... So I go out with YoYo. This woman called me all day interrupting my work day wondering if I was really going to meet her after being stood up on Saturday. Anyway she is about average on looks but had a nice booty. Anyway dinner was marginal at best. I had a nice time but I dominated the conversation. I hate carrying everything. Anyway, I"ll call her in a few days and see whats up. So, since I was in the neighborhood I called Dr Feelgood for more fun and Adult Situations and Langage. This time it was some heavy A.S.a.L this evening. Her mother is coming over tomorrow morning so I got thrown out of the house. As I write this I am talking to neenoman. I think she"s ready for something, what I have no idea. I went ahead and crafted an e-mail for The Witch wishing her well and that I hope she can have another child by a man who she really loves.

I got an e-mail back from The Witch this morning.. She wants me to be there for the procedure this morning. No doubt she is still holding some anger for the way I dropped her two weeks ago but she seems to be comfortable with my presence there. She left an e-mail with the date and time. Dammit. What do I do, go back to her, hurt Dr Feelgood and everyone else I"m dating in a spectacular meltdown like I did last year when I dropped everyone for her? Shit. On to more pleasant things. In the meantime I got a lunch date with "The Beaver " details on this woman at 11.

Ok so I am set to see The Witch tomorrow @ 2:30PM before the procedure. I am a bit tentative about this. I guess the main reason why was the fact that originally we were going to see if *we* could have a child naturally. Now I am trying to figure out why I am going there and why she wants me 2b there.

I had lunch with The Beaver today. She looks OK though she is a little to big in the middle. I am going to leave that alone and fade it to black. I had a nice lunch but I am not attracted.

I went ahead and scheduled a date with Loopie this evening. She had on some jeans today so I had a chance to really take a good look at that body. Nice. Nice. Anyway after dinner I went to her place where a setup occured. She had plenty of wine and well, she coyly padded up to me and started right in the minute I mentioned leaving @ about 10PM. Well some make out occured and I managed to get out with my manhood intact, after the punishment it took with Dr Feelgood yesterday. I told Loopie I would see her tomorrow as Dr Feelgood has yoga tomorrow and wont be home until 9. With all of that said I will see The Witch tomorrow at 2:15PM CST. I am strange witht the whole thing. Right now staying with my new life looks more attractive than going back to her. Shit I need to sleep. I have got to stop thinking about her.

I had some women get mad at me for not getting back to them in a timely fahson with work and, two women after me its "Tifficult" LOL to balance it all out. So as an experiment I decided to send a generic e-mail to both of them and see if they would duke it out. Well one of them got upset.. I figure I"ll feature this volley on the site.

Well I am about to go run errands and go to the hospital to see The Witch through the procedure. Needless to say I am sweating this. Why? I already have two women who are nice looking and, interested in me and I am not inclined to wreck their lives by going back to her. So someone tell me why am I sweating this? I"m just being a good friend, right?

So I go to the hospital to do the procedure with The Witch. It started with awkward converstation. But it was OK. She seemed to be in a good mood (for a change). When filling out the responsibility forms she listed me as spouse (I thought that was messed up) I left it alone. Well as it turns out, she can conceive naturally. I hope she has another child with whoever she ends up with. We had some lunch afterward, catching up on each others lives. Then I screwed up and kissed her. That sent some feelings back but, not enough to start wrecking other peoples lives by dropping everyone to go back to her. Dammit, I am so in love with The Witch. Perhaps I"ll call her tomorrow maybe. In the meantime, its 7:15. I am supposed to be going to see Loopie tonight. I had better get going.

Wow. So, as predicted there were Adult Situations and Langauage with Loopie. Wow. She has a great body. Wow. Anyway I decided to stay last night and am just getting home. I have to say that it was very pleasant. She felt quite good in my arms. However she said that she understands that this was sudden and, that I may still be shopping for another woman and that was OK. Yeah right. In the same breath she says that she would be heartbroken if I decided to leave her alone. Whatever. She will have her kids next week so I dont have to deal with it. (whew).

I got three calls from Loopie while I was on my way to work.. Damn, what a great body. So now I guess its Detaunte with The Witch. She sent me a friendly e-mail talking about some pains she was having but otherwise she"s OK and asked how I am doing. I have got to resist. Got to resist.

I met L1011 yesterday for a drink. She is relatively attractive but no long term prospects there. I bet her dinner that Butler would win their NCAA game against Okalahoma. Well, Butler let me down. I owe her dinner and, I am not really attracted. Crap. After that I had a pleasant evening with dinner and Chris Rock with Dr Feelgood She had been through the ringer taking yoga and therapy for a medical condition she has so I went home, only to find out that I got a call from The Witch. Actually two of them I figure I"ll call and see what she wants. I also got a few Loopie calls as well.

Yesterday I talk to Black Rob.. She tells me that her ex husband stopped by and does every now and again without calling. I told her she really needs to get herself together, that she wants him to come by because she does nothing to stop it. Who needs that drama? Dumb Ass. After hanging up on her, I then went to visit Dr Feelgood. Nobody else called in time so I went ahead and went over to her place. We went out to eat and then watched a movie. That was cool. This morning was punctuated by some Adult Situations and Language before I left and a complaint call from her regarding some hickies I may or may not have left.. Whatever. Its cool. I like her. I received calls from Loopie while we were out last night. I talked to her this morning. She is cool.

More e-mail volleys with The Witch. So friendly, so void of issues. Its soooo nice to not have to deal with it. A larger issue is though, soon enough that will happen and I know it. Who can resist after a breakup so screwed up and as thourough as that one was. I wonder why she is talking to me. Got a Dr Feelgood and a HoneyLove call today as well. HoneyLove asked me when we were going to Victoria Secret. I responded by asking why hadn't I already got her something. More trash-talk? I"ll call her bluff and see what happens if The Temple does not show up this weekend.

Today was a so-so day. I left Dr Feelgood and ran some errands. I bought a mondo MP3 player for the car. Anyway I called HoneyLove and went to visit her. She was actually, well, nice. She was more attractive than I thought she would be with an interesting tattoo on her hip. I was kind of suprised she let me see it. Sexy.. Anyway I got a few kisses.. Also nice. So I figure I"ll take her out and see whats really up. If anything else, it will be interesting. I then stopped by Wewe"s place for a second. She is and always will be a good friend, just out of reach. I think she should stay that way probably. She would get hurt by me because she cant handle me. I then talked to The Witch. Nothing serious. I hope she feels better and, finds a new man. Let us pray? Perhaps. Loopie called during this time. I called her back. And, now I have to hear all about her day, minute by Skinny McBeal agonizing minute LOL! Loopie is tripping, thinking that soon I am going to abandon her. If she keeps this up, I will. I dont need to hear this. Anyway I"ll try to keep up her confidence. But, I am not doing this forever. If Loopie is that loopie, then I should help her get rid of me.