Tonie (Tonie Harvey or, Tonie Hackett) is supposed to come into town the weekend of 11/1/2002. The question is: Do I even want her there? 2B honest with you I rather be alone right now while I wrestle with the fact that my father is gone. Its still hard to beleive he is gone. My Dad and I were close. He was a lot of fun to hang out with. With both of my parents now gone I have lost my two best friends. She wants to fill the gap but, does not understand thats a void that cannot be filled. Its a wound that must close on its own. This kind of makes me wish I had one of those typical Black $ucked up families with Dad either in jail or just plain gone so I wouldnt have ever known, care or love him as much as I do. Th called today with some kind of "I am thinking of you" comment. I kind of brushed it off. I havent spoken to her in about five days and she stopped returning my calls over some "somethings going on at work". My guess is she is having some ex-problems and with that in mind, I"ll leave that alone. Adult Situations and Language had already occured had a great time. Next! Do told me that if I ever publish something else rediculous she"s done she wouldnt be my friend anymore. Opps. I just did. Vi is in car-trouble again. Damn, how much drama can one person be in? Kia is financing anyone regardless of creedit for the $5499 car. I suggest she get one. With all the funeral expenses and such, I cant help her. JB My attorney keeps calling but seems 2b 2 busy for me. She wants to get together this weekend (too). She is always busy doing something so I told her to simply call me when she is headed out of the door. To sent an e-mail telling me how she understands I dont want to get married. (whew)